Wednesday, October 01, 2008
why can't i sleep?
so i’ve been working long days and been running ragged and you’d think that’d make for some pretty good sleeping when i get the chance to, but for some reason i’m still up and it’s past midnight and i coulda gone to bed around 10pm but i’ve just been awake and not sleeping....
i mean, i suppose i can partly blame it on my computer being on but really i’ve run outta mail to read and blogs to catch up on and the like, and i’m just here, lying down, not sleeping, and not really doing anything either! or maybe it’s just my body rebelling against me… i have not been in top form lately and i’ve been forgetting things - important work things! - and maybe this is part of the same problem. i have to admit i’ve been feeling a little off lately and i think maybe my mind is trying to figure it all out but currently i don’t even know what i’m thinking about i just know that i’m writing these horrible long run-on sentences instead of sleeping!
i desperately need sleep…
and how do you stop feeling off? how does one get back into sync?